Saturday, August 22

I know I know I know


I know I've been
away for months, been far from nets world,

SO

Ramadhan has started. This is the month where I should redeem good deeds, and to delete my unforgetable sins. Of course, to update more knowledge from each aspect, and this is also the month where my big family gethers, eat and pray together. Am really excited, but sigh I cant fast on 1st Ramadhan, ehems strawberry* hehe. I guess I had changed compare to last year, (unlike some other people, they change to be other person which sucks a loads) because last two years was my-so-called-social hectic party life, hmm so am trying to be a better person and I'm reaaally glad of it. Oh God, please guide me to the right path, and I promise I will put more effort.

I found out that, I mean I knew it since donkey years that you don't have to change to be someone and trying hard to copy them, it is wrong and sort of criminal, you change because you want to be someone better, to improve your weakness alright. If you're trying to copy someone, seriously you better get a life. I have a few friends like that and I really pissed at it, I mean I love you for who you are, not to love you for copying me, and you force me to hate you somehow. I know I shouldn't bring this matter up, but hell who cares.

Oh yes I need to sacrifice for it for this three years straight in order to fulfill my parents wish, which they want me to study overseas, study abroad, and definitely to be a successful daughter ; and for my own future sake too though. It doesn't mean that I can't go out at all, to have some party (such as Final Bash, hehe, this is a party specially for pmr candidates, students below fifteen please keep on dreaming because you're not going to this party that will be held at Palm Garden's, not under age, as Anisa and Nabihah said that they're not allow for it, am I right ? To those who really critic this, back off loser. Sorta a big project for em' and highlight of the year. Definitely this thing will colour our life, Pals. This is where my friends organizing this and throwing this partaay on November 7th so check this out, http://thefinalbash.blogspot.com) its like I grounded myself, hihi. Currently I am looking forward and working hard for upcoming post-trials, which is um after school hols, and and and PMR is 46 days in time, O M G.
I miss my crack-ing friends, mates and the ones who always made me laugh. Just a short and quick update, til then toodles.

Oh and finally I can surf net at home, yeay. (After months, just so you know boredom really strikes me and my brothers, I think my friends are going to say 'yeay' for me too, gee)


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